"It takes a village, Amy," she said with a sweet smile and innocent intent. I nodded politely to the remark while deep down believing the lie that it would never be me. I would NEVER need that kind of help. I would NEVER not be able to manage my own life by myself. At the time, I was a new mom and had the primary responsibility of being a stay-at-home mom and working part-time with a college ministry. A simple life; how could it not be easy to manage what the Lord had entrusted me with? As the weeks of having a newborn drug on, I would think about that comment often, yet not allow myself to acknowledge my desire for help. I would look around and see others in much harder circumstances and carrying more responsibilities and managing. I refused to admit my feelings of failure. I refused to admit that I wanted help, that I needed help. After all I was just a mom - as my culture tells me. Fast forward a few years and the lie continues to fight for control.
One girl's journey through life and choice to live joyfully.